Lighthouse

there's something you should know about this

everything I'm living is beyond your stony arrogance

twisting planetary heroine

watching while we wait 
wallowing 
somebody should pay this debt
or else 

as soft as felt

melt

for someone else 

taking every Sunday to remember 
how your laundry smells

sell

my deepest fears

for more than I could bargain for 
a little bit of tears

made it clear by the pot shots 
the rooftops
where I'm not

I meant more than a lover
but the end was always
stopping watch

can I make a little spot
to sleep while I keep watch 

I'm so heartless as you say but maybe
I was just the

lighthouse