Composed Thoughts, Uncategorized


stumbling sideways subtly
bubbly brains boast
maskless motivation 

landlock listlessness losing
to twilight twisters tailspinning
however high Heaven hovers

utterly unknowing upside
down dragging dream darling
caught ceiling crawling

occular octopus obsession 
as amazing as 
perfectly placed planets

embracing everything exquisitely
flowers flipped faraway fragrances
into imagination inventions 

we wonder


path of ill logic
pass down the patience
stay for the silence
I'm leaving my wiring
to pale in the sunlight

as I confide in a moment of time

faltering frequently
open to only
the option of eruption
the stunningly something
stuck inside a mirror of my madness
I'm staring at

taking shots as a blessing to heart

I'm finding rhymes while I'm sitting in the dark

lonely is only as strong as you'll let it be
found me engraving semantics in pavement 
I bet it is
more than you bargained for
thorny barbs
stony roads
light in the corner
of every room
knowing is knowingly
knowing of nothing
exploring explosions 
unraveling timing


dare deeper down delicious decent

I'm finding out that I'm probably losing it

mining the future for
matters of mastering concisouness
Alice in Wonderland
Mad Hatter

back then when my back bent better than anything
pain is a game of endurance
in learning to learn less
take steps
falling for an angel
a potoo wearing aliens
Organic Thoughts

Star Shot

when the blended lenses befriended Heaven 
look at that smile, isn't she something 
three stories up and only two ways down
slowly lowering or falling face first to the ground
what a dance

don't drop your phone Los
you'll never get it back

I keep mine tight to my thigh
so I can feel You vibrating 
like sizzling the smog around my face
every moment pumping blood through these 
veins of sorrow
or at least they have been


someone is knocking on my front door

I hope it's not the cops, or the neighbors

who knows

this halo is hanging heavily inside of me
an angel of promise
I hope we can fall asleep
at least for your sake 
sweetest thing
I'll make you cookies
and sing to you
if I ever get the chance

dissected completely

it's the moments between moments 
that I find anxiety flowing 
too much thought and not enough action

I hate how the time flies

this rollercoaster
fucking sucks

safe spaces are meant for safe places
I found one 
a million miles away
sounds about right

and yet

when I see your face
I frolic
like a kid in a candy store
I'm stealing all of the money
and buying bologna

sorrow filled inside of a canister of violent timing
half of it is spent on cigarettes and wine

I've never minded it

but in you

I see scarlet letters vanishing thoroughly
through both of our eyelids
I just want to feel you breathe
I would die for your everything
or just enough to see you smiling
when you least expect it
how perfect

I sense something so much more
than I've ever known
but in traipsing our ladders
we burst at the seams
and in these sequences 
I feel your deepest deeply

as unspoken as nonsense is
taste every syllable screaming through 
white noise
hold on, I promise
you're everything

I'm just a bushel of 


see me

what a dope...

...I miss you completely
Composed Thoughts

Bodies in the Closet

indulging in tempo
an angel arranging my static to picture
I miss you
checking off my wish list
tell me that I'm different
tell me that I'm everything that you have never seen

I'm tearing at the seams it seems
and I just wish to be holding you
only complete in the feeling of finding out
more than I thought I would
stronger than everything
breathing to bleed


moments are fucking me up

not waking up to you
sleeping right beside me

light in the darkness
the purpose of searching
avoiding the villains
and finding your smile


sweet like the sugar in a cookie

softer than solace
I live for your everything
bent neck
staring at my paycheck
wonder where the time went
I'm losing my mind
you make me feel like I'm a fallen star

falling forever for wherever you are

you make me feel like I'm a fallen star

and I'm falling

so hard
a wounded gorilla
climbing and bleeding out
top of a tower

one man causing all the bloodshed
pondering his purpose in life
as he's shooting his bullets


finding a safe space
to go make you breakfast
and watch as you eat it
a restless agreement
to live in experience
follow you through every quantum arrangement
face red
blushing from the Malbec
tell me a story
but don't say the ending
I'm sounding the siren
I found you dividing
the moment between
where you saw me and timelessness
honest as honest is
honestly, common sense
daring my darling to paint me a pretty scene
this is the value of finally finding you

now that I'm feeling it

never the same
Composed Thoughts


grain acts like quicksand
if you fall into it
high voltage likes to hold onto your hand
if you let it
or by accident 
can't hang from your harness for too long
venous pooling, circulatory shock 
crosswalks and stop signs 
Murphy's Law

I found myself dangling from a cloud
fingertips holding tight to frozen crystals
I wonder what the weather's like up in Heaven
sunbeams break through the coverage 
a princess in a lighthouse singing
the brightest shine

excuse me, have we met?
you feel so familiar
Composed Thoughts

A Lapse in Terror

this has become a habit
spewing words at night to pass the time
or something other
call it cathartic 
It's so damn cold standing in the snow
shaking from head to toe
footprints of a baby fox 
flying by
that one kid yelling at everyone 
in the frost
but the bite is electrifying 
call it masochistic
a little bit of pain seems to make the
chemicals inside lose their mind
or maybe it's just this fucking cigarette
and I'm painting it otherwise
perfectly fine
let me tell you a tale of the boy who
bit his tongue
and found someone to stich it up
tell him everything is okay
how I miss them so
toiling as I stand on the strangest staircase
I find this handrail awfully delightful
but I can't drive this thing
at least I get to tell you about it
Composed Thoughts


as best as best gets
wondering if water into wine is a metaphor
breathing molecules that only mean as much 
as you've become
counting every line for time stamps
fifty pictures in fifty seconds
I hope you like one of them

my canoe is so holy
filling with a final sense of finally floating
bolstering a buoyancy
relieving me of choking

I know that you feel the feverish pitch 
of atoms around us 
delighted in
solving the equation
they found it
their favorite 
thank God for that
and then some
designed to find your smile
nothing otherwise 
Composed Thoughts

Absolutely Everything

I felt for you in the dead of night
delirious in my dreamlike state 
of unconscious consciousness 
your fingertips are so close
daring darling
sweetheart reach
please keep reaching

I found my way out of bed
fucking tired
and without 
my only
still inspired
every speed bump and pothole smacks
wake up, she's been looking for you
I'm right here
 broken and weathered 
you see something other

from the moment that you appeared 
as I'm standing in the shadows 
breaking shit
these walls mean nothing to me
without your breath painting my atmosphere 
I'm half of a whole

soul mates
my only calling
tempered in the fire
perfect timing
extra rare
pear trees, tickled pink
absolutely everything

Composed Thoughts, Uncategorized


ever better 
never severed 
tell me secrets 
send me letters 
brittle fetter 
shrunken head or brain spasm 
burning bread
loving you is easy
breezy weather
feeling chilly
ending reasoning 

glitchy code is flowing from my screen
I'm hallucinating
take me to my only
I can feel her beating

heart stopping
I would die for everything of you
and then some
standing in the river as I'm
dunked inside the sweetest sight 

last chance doesn't matter
fact of finding never weathered
beaten down and giving up
I won
give me life
give me
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I found a supernova
like the logic behind the curtain 
bright lights, sitting in my car and watching 
every smile and smirk
I'm delirious
driving fifty fast and holding my speaker 
as close as I can
to hear every syllable spinning 
through my cranium
what a blast

these nights are shaping mornings
every season, warmer when you
hold my head in the palm of your hand 
I'll bask in your presence 
radiance beyond

it seems like people like me more
since I fell in love with you
call it my demeanor
in a clearing of sunflower fountains 
everything you do
and are

long trip
times I've known I almost quit
staring at the belt loops 
if I could really do it
but I held on
years of sinking
toiling in madness
every shooting star was pointing 
to your semblance in my sentence

frost breath
grabbing every grass tip
lacking in a vision
until I found my angel
fucking brilliant 

salt water streaming through my bled veins 
drowning in the ocean
mouth is open
fill my lungs
the sweetest thing